The babe is nearly eight months old and I haven't lost much (if any really) of my babyfat... so, it's about time I get up off my butt and get in motion... at least TRY.

I don't weigh myself. I try to avoid measuring myself. I'm not telling you my dress size. But I need/want to lose about fifty pounds without having to give up my favorite foods. Limit them maybe but not give them up.  Today I took the first step... I did a 12 minute ab routine and, as pathetic as it is, it absolutely kicked my butt. I'm going to do it every day until it doesn't kick my butt and then I'll add the 12 minute legs and arms until both of them don't kick my butt and then I'll add in the 8 minute butt... and so on and so on until I can wear the jeans... the pretty skinny jeans that'll look great on me - when I'm that size again. 

I have no desire to be the size six I once was - that was when I wasn't eating right, was smoking a pack and a half a day, and I think that's it. I'm currently trying to prove that I can be a nonsmoker and skinny too... Don't know what the outcome will be but I'm going to do it... yippie...    Too bad I didn't start earlier - so I'd be par by July and the 10 year reunion - if I'm actually invited - if I go...

~S`

Tags: antifat, weight
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