So today, I made it through Day Two of my program. Not too bad. Just have to keep it going. Tomorrow will be rough but I'm going to do it. 

I go to the dermatologist tomorrow. I hate doing that. But, I've got two kids and a life I like so, I have to.  You see, my mom died of Malignant Melanoma when she was only 39. I'm just about 28 now. So - I see a dermatologist every two years even though I really probably will never get anything more than basal like most people in my family. I go because I don't want to do to my kids what my mom did to me. I still hate it. One of my greatest fears is that they'll find something. I've been ignoring the fact that I have an appointment as best I can but - the office called to remind me. Now I can't think of anything else. I hate this. But - I go.

After the dr's office, Baby and I are going to Nan's - spend a day doing nothing with people who like to play with my kids. This is a good thing.

So - for those who chat with me - that's why I might be bitchy or moody and why I won't be around tomorrow... 

~Sarah

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